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This is an artistic compendium of strange and silly- the knowledge is a bit more expensive down here, but between the black rats, cow, and my cook-mule's heavy grinder, much sausage can be made. The Book sees you reading this, is upset by your lack of hypercolor clothing...
And is going to rock your face!!


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Jan. 26th, 2009 @ 05:16 pm Thoughts from this morning
I should do a journal entry. I need to be a little bit more Ferry Corsten and a little less Blue October. Perhaps the reason authors become better with time is that they must retreat in to their fantasies to escape their bitter cold realities. I should definitely mention that the Cheese tray at xmas was really good. Holy crap, where do I begin a journal entry? I haven't written anything of substance since November.

The xmas parties, and subsequent kung-fu new years party have gone unheralded. I haven't mentioned going up to Chicago 2 weekends in a row- once for shopping and the other for Voltaire. I haven't brought up Fallout 3 and Fable 2 or discussed all of the things that the game group has been working on. There is simply SO MUCH stuff that I haven't covered any of it because I seem to swing from one major event to the next with very little down time.
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Gray
Dec. 16th, 2008 @ 07:26 pm Seriously!!
Does Fantasy Flight Games have something against me personally?!! WTF?! WHY, of all the things to do, would you unveil a BRILLIANT boardgame idea like Android, and Red November, and then, as if that WASN'T ENOUGH, they decide to do a REVAMP of my all-time favorite game Cosmic Encounter, and one of the best quest based boardgames ever made, Talisman- all around or after Thanksgiving!! I didn't have enough time to add ANY of those to my xmas list, and I definately don't have the cash to go out and drop nearly $200 for all of them. Gyah! I'm mutually happy about this turn of events and upset all at the same time.

... k, breathing again now...
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Dalek Expressionism
Nov. 12th, 2008 @ 01:10 am chocolate milk soothes the wounded heart.
A random drawing request.

An angry anthro chipmunk weilding a pair of nunchucks and leaping through a dead fall of space on top of a skate board.

P.S. please make sure you give him a small goatee.
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Concernicus Archmage
Nov. 9th, 2008 @ 11:22 pm Xmas List 2008
THE WHOLE LIST AND NOTHING BUT THE LIST BEHIND THIS CUT... CLICK ON THIS TO GO 'HOLY CRAP'. )
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The other white meat
Sep. 23rd, 2008 @ 08:31 pm Primordial Me.
Magic Mirror: linear non-sequitur
It is said that you do not really understand something unless you can explain it to a six year old.

Love happens, and when it does it is unchangable and unalterable. You will intuitively sense that a person is best suited for you before you actually KNOW it.

I don't object to following advice. I object to changing who I am to do so.

All the things you ever did for yourself will be undermined by the things you did for others when you die.

Remember death. Don't stop living until it happens.

Who wouldn't want to be Henry V?

I want revenge.
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venom
Sep. 14th, 2008 @ 10:50 pm Running along...
Magic Mirror: moody
This weekend was a lot of fun. On Saturday we had a trip up to the Chicagoland area with myself and 7 of my friends. It was a great time, we played 3 games of Laser Tag, and went to Dave and Busters (which is like an adult version of Chucky Cheese). Everyone really enjoyed themselves, and I now know how dangerous my friends are. These f'n people are sharpshooters! Seriously.

Today followed up yesterday with a mini-movie marathon at another friends house where we watched The Last Dragon, The Big Hit, & Kiss, Kiss, Bang, Bang. It was also a great time just sitting around talking about the events of Laser Tag and what's going on in the gaming group. It was wonderful to just spend some time relaxing.

However all of this is currently overshadowed by the large amount of work I need to get done tomorrow. I was faaaar too lazy on Friday and subsequently I need to play catch up, of sorts. My blue-ness is further exacerbated by feeling a touch of burnout with the club. It really is like a second job.

The group is a labor to organize, and can be outright depressing when you pour all this effort in to making events for it that get a small turn out. Additionally monitoring the personalities we have and where conflicts can occur is also a slight chore. There is also a gaming convention coming up and I want us to run events for it, but I seem to be getting no help at all. As a result of the things I have to do for it I'm feeling a bit consumed.

...I suppose that's the result of starting with 3 members and now having 63.
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Zombies
Jun. 8th, 2008 @ 08:54 pm Distorted Moment from a car ride earlier today.
Magic Mirror: quixotic
Blind in a way thats only social. I see things and in fleeting moments- the thoughts that they bubbled up are gone like steamed breath. Associating these strange daydreams to concurrent relativity and wondering why they affect me as they do. I am caught, stuck somewhere in the middle, between versions of myself that each have different merits and flaws. On one hand I can look across and wonder if I was sitting in that place what I would say. On the other I can see myself content, but alone, as I skate, attempting to ignore the oppressive wait. Waiting and waiting for someone to extend an invitation, to those things we mutually enjoy. So that I feel that these acquaintances are not merely one sided but reciprocated. I can't seem to see what I am doing wrong, if anything, and even if I could I'm not sure I have the personality to be able to fix it. I am blind.
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Gray
May. 31st, 2008 @ 12:13 am Blarg!
I'm lost. Can You figure out the lyrics?



To me parts sound like
we to- move along
we'll (have) trouble

There is a long way to love but I (have) trouble
but I..
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The other white meat
May. 3rd, 2008 @ 12:02 am Today's WTF moment:
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Critical
Apr. 20th, 2008 @ 11:13 am Fun with your brain.
Tags:
The Plain Text Test
Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer inwaht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt.

Switch Images
All images from here to the next set are dualistic, can you see both pictures?











Words and Colors Test
Read the image aloud--but rather than reading the words, say the color of the ink that was used to write each word. It's not easy; the written words have a suprisingly strong influence over the actual color.



The Awareness Test
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Gray
Feb. 16th, 2008 @ 07:55 pm My favorite short film EVAR.
Dumping Elaine.

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Dropoff.
Feb. 16th, 2008 @ 12:15 am Alsomenessitudity.
Magic Mirror: bouncy
Bardic Song: "No Rain" - Blind Melon
So, I am alive. Still.

I have decided that I'm going to make an entry which will fill your lives with awesome. Granted you may not have room, but perhaps you will find it and store a touch of stuff from this post.

To start with this comic makes me laugh a lot:



Moar Alsome behind the cut. )
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awesome
Feb. 13th, 2008 @ 03:04 am Thoughts for the day...
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Kickin butt
Jan. 30th, 2008 @ 03:17 am -
Z?
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Gray
Jan. 23rd, 2008 @ 09:37 am Learned Sensitization?
Tags:
A sociopath is a person who functions by having a lack of a conscience. In my life alone I've personally known two, and it was scary. This moral deficiency allows them to do things that regular people would maybe daydream about but rarely act on. When they are caught breaking the rules they seem to understand the concept of a penalty but react in a "What's the big deal?" kind of way. It is believed that this lack of conscience is an inherited trait not a developed one and that 1 out of 300 women and 1 out of 100 men will have it.

In romantic relationships, a sociopath may be charming and affectionate just long enough to establish intimacy with a partner, and then suddenly become abusive, unfaithful, and manipulative. The bewildered partner might turn to friends and family with their story, only to be met with disbelief—how could the warm, outgoing individual everyone has come to know possibly be guilty of these acts? All too often, the abused partner blames the situation on themselves, and comes out of the relationship emotionally destroyed.

The lack of a moral compass enables the sociopath to typically be more successful than those counterparts who do have one. They can take risks while shrugging off failure, and can exploit moments of opportunity without hesitation caused by social mores. This emotional detachment also gives them a strong social advantage because they don't feel embarrassment (which is tied to remorse), and can make jokes at their own expense.

While mimckry of this behavior can be achieved by those who have a conscience by careful practice, it is incomplete compared to that of the sociopath. It is possible for a person to develope a sense of distance from their remorse when the situation precipitates its neccessity but doing so is similar to flexing a muscle- the detachment can not be maintained indefinately. For example a devout person who holds on to the ideology that they should not kill is capable of being trained to overcome this when they are drafted into military service and a situation where they will be killed if they do not.

Emotional detachment is a skill that can be learned as well as inherited, but can emotional detachment be un-learned?

The concept that it is possible to learn it as a skill suggests the possibility that it would be likely that it could be reversed. However you would have to find a sociopathic subject who actually wanted to develope a conscience before the behavior could be adopted. In theory though, it seems to me that it should be possible to teach those who lack a conscience to have one What do you all think?
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Analyze